Shadolily

"It cuts through all my barriers and walls. It forces its way into me, burning all my safehouses, breaking my mind, laying all my secrets bare. It makes me desperate, numb. Captivated." There's my poetry clip of the day. I'm actually having a good Sunday. I took most of the morning to catch up with an old friend, which is always good. I just had lunch. I made a sandwich with ciabatta bread, pickles, cheddar and provolone cheeses and honey ham. And now I'm going to have a bowl of ice cream! Vanilla Bean, with Strawberries and that heath bar Magic Shell stuff. MMMMmmmm. Now, I'm probably going go play LOTRO the rest of the day, haha. Watche

As the clouds move in to cover my sun I can see scenes stiched across my face like kings and queens used to be stiched on tapestries. Mirrors only reflect what I see. I wonder what everyone else sees in me? I try to open my mouth, to swallow the darkness, but the black thread won't break, just tears further into my already chapped lips. I try to scream for you to stop, but no words get past this barrier. You just can't understand. My skin turns to ash where you touched it. My eyes, which used to be burning, now turn to glass marbles. Like one of your mother's porcelain dolls. Yes, it's as you thought.

~and if I should die and never see my home again? There's naught left there but ashes and a broken promise. If I go blind and all I can see in my mind is your face, then at least I didn't die alone.